there is endless to this

Even though the week has just started, I feel like as if so many days have passed.
Grandma just came back home today from her op and I'm so happy to see her feeling alright.
Been working these 2 days and even as I'm typing now, my eyes are seeing stars.
For the past weeks, so many things happened and I don't even know where to start.
Problems with family, relationship, friendships, jobs etc.
And my temper has gotten worse, I really don't know what gotten into me and I just let my emotions got the hold of me.
I'm really sorry for those whom I intentionally or unintentionally vent my temper at.
There're just too much things I need to carry right now. 
I missed the laughter I used to have and I smile I used to carry with me all day round. 
I'm really tired.