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Heading for Malaysia tomorrow and I don't even feel happy.
So much things had been bothering me the past few days and I really don't know what to do with them.
And to you, I guess there's nothing left to say anymore.
Always trying to put up a tough front at work today and actually running to the toilet twice to cry.
What the hell is wrong with me?
I won't let my life to be screwed up just like that.
I'm at a loss, who can teach me what to do?
Probably to you, I'm meaningless.