i feel like escaping

I swear, that this is seriously the worse day of my life. 
Why are all of you so not understanding of my situation.
Seriously, stop taking me as free labour and do everything for you, or not at least appreciate it. 
And stop being so biased, I really had enough.
Just throw stuffs at me literally when I didn't even say anything bad.
Just because you need someone to vent to you don't have to throw the luggage at me.
And everyone out there, appreciate whatever I'm doing at least.
All these tears tonight, who are they for? 
I really give up.
Since all that I've been doing you don't see it, wait till I'm gone.
Daddy is really the best.


And where were you when I needed you the most?
I didn't dare to ring you up after what happened cause I don't know how you'll think.
I don't know what you're thinking, about me.
Will you even bother to respond to that phone call?
I really have no confidence. 


Everything just gotta crash on me altogether tonight. 
One of those nights everything just falls apart.
One of those nights I cannot stop crying for 2 whole hours.
One of those nights my eyes are all swelled andI realized that I've got no one to turn to.
One of those nights I just feel like escaping and go to somewhere where no one knows me.
One of those nights I feel like a loser. 


I've never felt this way before.
Someone get me out of here. 
I just want to shut myself from the world.